well,
i have lots of tendencies.
but this one is regarding
my tendency to say
i am happy.
but
i don't know if that assuring myself
helped me in anyway.
i think it helped me
only to compromise with what i really dint want
with my life, my relationships.
i'm slowly learning to say
what i feel.
it's tough...
how will the other feel?
what would they think about me?
will saying what i feel
do anything good to what i really feel?
and a hundred other questions..
slowly..
